WELCOME TO MY LIFE :D
Every part of us tells a story,
of how we got through life.
We are an open book busting at the seams,
about every love, friendship, battle and strife.
Every face shows our laughter and frowns,
or wrinkles as they are named.
Each line a path of engraved emotion,
for every smile, hurt and shame.
Every scar is embroidered on our skin,
showing the different knocks we took.
Every wound that has healed and stitched,
are all placed within our book.
So as each and every day passes,
and our book takes shape and extends.
We build up the chapters and the story,
until the last page,
The End.
Thursday, June 30, 2005
hmmm.... i have make up my mind le!!! Thanks to miran and the story which Dehui email mi. Miran told mi a lot of stuffs which i'm slowly accepting. As for the story.... it was really meaningful & enlighten mi. Let mi share the story here....One day a boy went into a handphone shop thinking of changing his handphone. He saw two handphone to his likings. Handphone A has better functions he likes while Handphone B has design style he likes. At that point he came out with three options: To buy handphone A, to buy handphone b or remain with his current handphone. so first thing came to his mind: is it a want or a need to buy a new handphone or is it a want or a need to change his handphone. then he tot "do i prefer function or design?", and he kept asking himselves qns after qns. and in the end he realize he did not have enough money to buy either phones. Moral of the story :: Life is full of decisions and choices. why people hesitate in making decision it's because they are afraid of making a decision they regret or get hurt in future. however there is nv the perfect solution nor the a good or bad solution. Just the best solution u feel right and stick with it. Cos u nv noe even if u have taken the other options the result may be better or may even be worse. once a decision is made, nv look back nv regret. only look forward and think of the future. My cousin asked mi out for lunch today but i didn't go coz i have sch till 5pm. If i'm not wrong she wanted to have lunch somewhere in town ba. Juz now she told mi she went to town to look for some very nice clothes which were recommended by the host of "Pretty Woman". But she can't locate the shops. I have helped her email Mediacorp le.. hope they reply mi asap.Haizzz... sianzz.... tml is fri again... hmmm... i'm a bit happy but a bit sad too. Happy coz i can see my 2 sweeties & poodle again. Sad coz tml having GI lecture at 6pm(the only lesson on fri). I think tml's lecture will go pass 7pm again. There are 50 sumthing slides for tml's lecture loh. And somemore tat old auntie always tok rubbish de. Den everytime waste so much time on her rubbish topics. Dun know why the sch engage her as our GI lecturer. She dun know how to use the equipments in the LTC and most importantly.... she simply can't deliver the lecture!!!
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Went to teach Don this evening. Today is his 1st lesson. haha.... such a gd boi... behave himself and neber talk rubbish during the lesson. Ard 1 month plus didn't see my sweeties le. Miss them soooo much. When i saw the 2 of them, i really envy them. Coz they don't seems to be stressed up by anything. HIAZZZ.... how i hope tat i can return to tat age. The time when there is no worries and stress. Anyway, Poodle was quite naughty today. He came n licked mi. Eeeee.... i don't like it to lick mi leh... But he is still as cute.... love him!!! I received my shoe le. hmmmm..... my cousin bought mi a pink Mickey Mouse t-shirt too. Those gifts are really nice. She has been buying many things for mi recently. Feel so pampered... Last nite miran tok to mi on some matters. Hmmm.... the questions she asked mi were not easy. I'm now confuse le. Dun know wat am i thinking la but the things we discussed really did trouble mi. There are many things which i myself is unsure of. Sumthing needs to be done... i know..... I'm trying..... Really trying very hard le....... Give mi sometime to sort out my thoughts, k??? I'll give u my answer when i have make up my mind.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 11:14 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005
It has been a long time since i last update my blog. I was trying to test sumthing out but it didn't turn out to be the way i was thinking. Nvm i shall try other ways instead. For the past 2 weeks, i was having my term break. But this doesn't mean tat i was happily enjoying the 2 weeks. In my sch, term break = projects week. So stress up by all my projects during tat 2 weeks. I can't even sleep well coz i kept thinking abt my project.
Recently, i have been getting quite a no. of gifts frm my frenz and cousins coz they went overseas for holiday trip.
Items which i received are:
1. A small sling bag (frm thai)
2. A white singlet and green shorts (frm thai)
3. A kola bear hanger (frm Australia)
4. A piece of HardRock t-shirt (frm Australia)
5. A little twin stars pen (frm hk)
6. 2 Hello kitty prdts (frm hk)
7. A pair of new shoes===> yet to receive (frm malaysia)
Last week, i received a letter from my pen pal. It has been a long while since we last contact. Very happy for him coz he was offered the law course in the HK University. He also invited mi to HK for a holiday trip. Haizzz but this one need to wait la coz i really have no time to go now. Maybe after i graduate den go n visit him.
Went out wif miran, vig, alvin and jk on last fri. They had their dinner at Pizza Hut. I didn't eat coz i was not hungry so only drank a glass of coke. When i reached home tat nite, it was almost 11.30pm le. It was a tiring daY for me coz i woke up @ 6.30am as i need to reach sch early to print out my reports and after tat attend grp meetings.Sat went to a bbq...... hmmmm..... didn't really enjoy myself there coz i don't feel comfortable at all. I was agruing wif my cousin the whole nite loh. Actually not really arguing la, we are juz joking ard ba le. If not because of my cousin, i wouldn't have stayed till 10pm. HAHA!!! Maybe i'm too dao or wad la. Juz can't click wif the pple there. And i was not very happy wif one of them loh. She has got so many comments about me. OMG!!! Who she thinks she is to make so many comments!!! Angry! Angry! Angry! I will not attend their gatherings anymore coz we simply can't click at all.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 6:33 PM
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Recently some pple ard mi are drifted away. I also don't know wat happened. Juz find it very strange. Why suddenly their attitude chg till like this?? Hmmm... maybe there are sumthings which i'm not aware of and i'll never understand them. But i feel tat u guys got to tell mi wat actually had happened. Should not have left mi thinking through what was wrong. Do u all think tat i can figure it out all by myself?? I really dun know wat is in all your minds... Maybe i juz don understand u pple well enough. U will neber understand how terrible i'm feeling right now. Why u guys don't wanna give mi a chance to find out what was wrong. Pls stop this guessing game. I dun think i can take it anymore!!!
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 4:20 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Found a nokia hp in the tutorial room this morg. Tried calling the owner's frenz but they didin't answer my calls. Waited for 2 hrs den the owner called to claim back her hp. We happened to be at the same place at tat time so no need to go & meet her. I had got a very very bad experience wif tat ban mian in FJ today. U know wat i found in it??? Some small little insects!!! i don't know wat are those la. I didn't dare to eat the bowl of noodles so went to buy other food to eat. Not wanting to let the matter rest juz like tat, i went to the stall to make a COMPLAIN. At first the person wanna chg a new bowl for mi, but i had already eaten something else before complaining so i rejected the offer. But frankly speaking, even if i haven't eat anything yet, i will not want another bowl of tat loh. OMG!! Who knows rite?? Maybe tat bowl also contains some small little insects. I will not eat tat in sch again. In the end i got a refund back. The stall holder was telling mi the insects come frm the vege. Pls leh... vege got those kinds of insects de meh?? Don't think i stupid leh!!!! Furthermore it is your responsibility to wash the vege before serving. You expect your customers to wash the vege themselves ar??? Wat kind of cust service is this??? It was clever of tat person to refund back the $ to mi if not i will complain to the FJ Manager.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 10:35 PM
Monday, June 06, 2005
Really wanna knock my head onto the wall.... argh!!!! How can i be so careless, rite??? Aiyo the question already say find EPS(Earnings Per Share), why i still used he firm's value to calculate??? Should have used earnings instead ma.... Sad Sad Sad!!! :( Haizzz the test is already over, can't do anything to it anymore.Today i found out 2 things. 1st: Mummy told mi tat my younger bro took part in SP dargon boat. OMG!!! Never thought tat he will join tat CCA. Dargon boat training is like 3 days a week, don't know he can cope or not. Tat day he still complained tat his school work is tough. And now he wanna join DB. God Bless him....2nd: Found tat one of my classmates is attached. Haha... i happened to see her wif her bf @ Bishan this morg. Really shock to see them together. Anyway i shall not tok too much abt this issue.Very happy wif this week's schedule coz i will only be in sch for a short while except for tue..Mon: Over le laTue: Frm 10am to 6pm (hope can end at 5 plus)Wed: No sch (Off day)Thur: Frm 10am to 11am (no investment lect, only 1 hr of EBRW ICA)Fri: Frm 6pm to 7pm (No more IB lessons, go back to sch for GI lect)
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 7:32 PM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Week 8 le!!!! 2 more ICAs this week..... Hope tat i can manage the 2 papers... Can't wait for the 2 weeks break to come. Finally can rest le....... Tat day sold away the 3 stocks and now will have to think abt new stocks to buy again. Aiyo.... headache ar!!!1 week never see poodle le... OMG.... i miss it so much... i'm in love wif it now!!! Have to wait till end of june then can see it again. He is soooo cute. Love it! Love it! Love it!
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 5:16 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
Sold away my 3 stocks today... Sold 2 at profit while the other one at a loss. Hmm.. no choice coz tat one always tat price leh. I think so far my grp has made a profit of $900 plus. Happy happy... hope can make more profit in the next 3 weeks. HAHA!!! Think too much le....Tml having GI test. I read through my notes 4 times le but not sure can make it ma coz got so many topics. Scared i will mix up the points... God bless mi.... Dun know tml having GI lecture ma. Hope not coz i wanna go out... I juz hate attending tat old lady's lecture. She always tok abt death and all sorts of stupid things de loh. Hiazzzz.... kill me man.... Hope no lecture den i can go shopping le.. ah wai wanna go town to get her $39.90 sandals @ heeren. Always complain no money but in the end also buy so many things. Rich ger loh... She is going to hk soon.... hmmm.... must remember to get a chef back for mi, k?? As for miran... don't buy pooh bear stuff for mi le. If u really wanna get sumthing for mi, i will perfer hello kitty stuff coz i got very few of tat.These few days i think i have drove ah wai crazy le.... haha... coz i kept toking to her abt T. But she also enjoy it leh... kept teasing mi. Hmmm tat day i even asked her to leave the place faster so tat i can catch the same bus as him... haha... and she tok abt this in her taggy loh...Got to chat wif one guy at msn recently. He told mi he found my email address @ friendster. I'm going to delete away my email add @ friendster le. Told mi he is frm NTU but i doubt so. I think he is juz some jerk. Kept toking abt bian tai issues. OMG!!! Another cheater out there...... Girls beware of this kind of guys.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 9:15 PM
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Today should be my off day de loh... must got to go back to sch at 4pm to attend a biz report writing seminar. Haizzz.. took down so many notes coz need to write a report after tat. I think i have never take down so much notes in my life before loh... not even during my lecture....Hmm luckily it ended before 6 if not i think i will become crazy coz got to keep on writing... non-stop..... After seminar den i went home le. Waited for quite awhile den the stupid 162 come. Everytime take so long de loh. OGM!!! Can faster ma??? Took the same bus home as him today... haha.... so happy... hmm... i like the way he wears today.. he looked cute in tat outfit.... hope to see him more often. Tml no sch again coz all e-lesson but still have to stay at home coz GI test on fri and there is so many topics to be covered. 2 more tests next week and my 2 weeks break will come. Have beeen waiting for the 2 weeks to come even though still need to do projects la but at least can rest ma. Miran n ah wai going HK during the holidays and i will be alone in S'pore.. sianxxxx....
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 11:27 PM
Is he the onesss
hmmm...
i don't know....
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+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 11:12 AM