Monday, January 31, 2005
Scared by the phone call last nite...... My gu gu called n i was the one who pick up the phone. My heart nearly pop out when i hear her voice, coz i was scared tat she will be telling mi bad news... but luckily she didn't bring us any bad news. Heard frm mummy tat my auntie will be joining us at the family gathering on this coming Sunday. Really really hope tat she can make it on tat day. Last nite b4 i sleep, i cried again.... Actually i cried to sleep la.....
In sch now, today still the same as usual. Slacking ard in the room.... My super said he will come up more often this week but still the same leh. Didn't see him the whole morg. In the morg, we were told that the
E-case test will be on
next Monday. The thick thick notes make mi so sian. But i still have to study la. I thought the test is today so i actually studied for it a few days back le. So i think i will juz look through the notes on Saturday loh.
This morg, i took bus to sch alone coz Vig is sick. So bored coz no one to tok to but nvm la... The baby sat right in front of mi today. Don't know is a he or a her leh....
To Vig: Get well soon......
Juz now during lunch, took 2 pics at FJ wif Hwee Sian's hp. And after lunch, mi n Shi Wai took 1 pic in our room. Now doing nutting loh..... Sianz ar..... Trying to find sumthing to occupy my mind if not i will start to think abt her again......
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 2:50 PM
Sunday, January 30, 2005
As the days go by,
My eyes so red,
Still shedding tears,
Just staying in bed,
Life passing by,
Can't move on,
Why has this happened,
It all seems wrong,
We had it all,
That special kinda love,
Soon I'll have nothing,
Cause u r leaving,
The memories which u'll
be leaving behind ain't enough.
Wish I could see you now,
Just hold u near.
But i can't.
My heart is bleeding.
Do u know how hurting it is????
Missing u deeply.....
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 7:15 PM
Feeling better today le. Although it stills hurts mi deeply, i know i must be strong n i should not cry anymore. I believe tat everyone in the family are also feeling the pain. Now i juz hope tat the gathering on this coming sunday can be a happy one. Pls!!! Pls don't let it become a grieving day for us. If she really leaves mi, i'm not too sure if i can take it.
To all my frenz: Pls don't be worry abt mi and don't get affected by mi. I need some time to get over it.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 6:52 PM
Saturday, January 29, 2005

+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 5:40 PM
I cried.... coz i can't hold back my tears anymore. I hate it!!! I really really hate to accept the fact. Why god??? Can u tell mi why???? I don't believe tat my auntie only has 1 week left. 1 week??? Can u believe it, week 1?? Can someone pls tell mi tat everything is juz a dream?? I feel so helpless. I hate myself for not able to do anything now. I hate it when things are not within my control. Really really hate it!!!
I will start to think of her whenever i'm alone. I can't stop thinking of her. Her voice, her motherly look, her kindness, her everything..... She fills up all my mind, i can't concentrate on anything now. Juz now i was so troubled n sad that i missed the green man n 2 bus.
Mummy n bro are visiting her at SGH later, but i don't think i'm going. We have not told her tat she has only 1 week left. How??? How can we bear to tell her tat??? Can she accept it??? I don't wanna visit her coz i know i will break down when i see her. I don't want anyone in the family to be worry abt mi anymore and most importantly i don't want her to feel sad. I know tat everyone is sad. I miss her badly now.... But i can't bear to see her in tat state.
Now, i'm afraid to hear the phone rings. My heart will beat so fast whenever it rings. I'm too afraid tat the someone on the other end will tell mi any bad news abt my auntie.
God, can u pls don't take her away frm mi?? I beg u...........
~~ I love u. And i'll always do ~~
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 5:29 PM
Friday, January 28, 2005

+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 9:32 PM
Juz b4 5.30pm, mr Chew came into our room.... he had not step in for almost one whole week le. haizzz... he brought us a bad news. We have to go back to sch on next Sat for the Investment Game Presentation. But luckily it is in the morg and is so kind of him loh. Coz the presentation will not take up half a day but he is letting us claim a half day leave on the following week. haha.... so good!!!! And then for the CNY eve, he said maybe he might let us off early. Good man!!! Today he release us 5 mins earlier loh...
After sch, i called Vig n asked him where are the 3 of them planning to go. They took turn to tok to mi on the phone. Tat jk kept asking mi to drop off at the stop after Bishan Salvation Army's stop. Actually i was planning to go J8 to get cheesecake but he said tat they have already left J8. Sad loh.... But luckily someone bought mi cheesecake when i reached home.. Yummy... We met at the bus stop n went to a coffee shop to wait for Vig coz he went home to chg. While waiting, i showed Alvin n jk my cuties' photos n my photo. Jk so bad loh... Took away my photo n put inside his wallet. He must be crazy la. But in the end, i still got my photo back. If u really wants it, i will pass it to u when i go n develop somemore, k????
After sitting in the coffee shop for a while, we went to the bus stop again. They took 162 wif mi. When we board the bus, miran called my phone. Vig was trying to persuade her to go out but she find it very stupid to go out at tat time. Vig n jk were both toking to her. Vig was so stupid loh. Miran actually didn't know abt the ger thingy but in the end he told her almost everything. haizz.... It seems like the 2 guys were planning not to give mi back my phone so i can go to Bugis wif them. Childish loh!!! Even if they are holding on to my phone, i will still alight. Aiya, enough of them le.
Now mummy is on the phone wif gu gu. Haizzz...... they are toking abt my auntie's condition. It really saddened mi to hear tat piece of news loh. Maybe there might be no more gathering on next sunday le or we can't even celebrate our CNY. I'm sad not because i can't enjoy myself but juz can't accept the fact tat my auntie is going to leave us soon. 3 years ago was my grandmother n now my auntie. Really really hope tat the bad thing will not happen coz i don't think i can accept it. God, can u pls help her?? Pls....................
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 9:07 PM
Thursday, January 27, 2005

+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 6:09 PM
Half day "work" for mi!!! Today was quite a short day for mi. Early in the morg, attended the review session. Today's seesion was so boring loh. The lecturer was toking abt this block n tat block. Aiyo... really don't understand why she need to teach us tat. The topic is creativity ma, juz give us the project n we can do le loh, no need to teach us theory coz i don't think anyone bother to listen to all those. As i was really really so bored, i started to daydream loh. haha....
Soon after, Vig n Alvin sms mi. The topic which mi n Vig were discussing abt can't be reveal to anyone yet, unless he wants to do so la. During the smsing, he made mi angry again loh. He scold mi "siao"..... Heartless son!!! How could he scold mi??? Maybe i have spolit him.... need to teach him a lesson le, if not he will climb over my head. As for Alvin, we were toking abt his drving theory test loh. After his test, he msg mi again to informed mi abt the paper. He said the paper was quite easy.. haha.... hope he pass la. Then halfway through the sms, my phone no bat le coz i forget to charge this morg.
There was a admin briefing this morg too. It was suppose to start at 10am but the TEP admin team was late so we waited for abt 10 mins then start. While waiting, i was toking to JQ a.k.a cute cute... haha... he was so funny. I asked him whether he is planning to sell the Valentine's Day product then he say maybe he is buying it himself. I asked him who is he buying it for and he replied its for mi... haha... funny guy!!! Must go n look for him on Valentine's Day n collect my gift... haha!!!!
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 4:44 PM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Wad a boring day....... today is my worst day at FSRC coz i really really got nutting to do loh. I was chatting on msn for almost the one whole day. I went for my lunch break at ard 11.35am.. haha... today bad girl coz lunch break is at 12 loh not 11.35.
During my lunch, mr chew called mi n asked mi to inform the top 3 teams for the investment game abt the presentation thingy. He called mi quite a no. of times today n he sounded so funny every time he calls. I contacted the leaders of the 3 teams n there is this guy who is so troublesome loh. I was telling him abt the presentation stuffs n scopes. He was so lazy to write down loh. He wanted mi to email him the scope. He is so troublesome!!! Waste my time.... Stupid guy, can't he juz take a pen n a piece of paper to jot down the stuff???
I was too bored le so i used msn to msg Shi Wai... haha... atually she was juz sitting behind mi loh. Aiyo... i must be crazy rite??? At 4 plus i chatted wif Alvin. We are laming all the way loh. Now then i know tat he can be tat lame.. haha.... He is taking his driving theory test tml n he said tat he must not fail it. The reason is because he doesn't want Vig to tease him. These frenz are so funny coz they like to make fun of each other. Vig is also taking the test on fri but i wonder if he can make it or not... Hiazzz... he so naughty loh.. haven't study for it yet. Anyway, i hope tat both of them can pass the test la, if not they will feel very sad one.
To Alvin & Vig: All the best for ur theory test!!! Remember to inform mi abt the gd news, k??
Today we also have the feedback seesion for the 1st stopover. The school got lots of feedback session one loh. They not sick of it meh?? I thought tat we will be getting back our 1st stopover results but in the end we didn't. Don't know when can we get it....
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 7:52 PM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
The time has come like winter's chill
This call for letting go
All substance lost in once fair dreams
On cutting winds they blow
Hope does not flee in one mad rush
It chips and flakes with time
The heart beats, empty, hollowed out
Tired eyes no longer shine
This is the time for letting go
Make room for brand new dreams
A time to stop, to breathe and heal,
To sail down different streams
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 3:04 PM
Felt so cheated today. Mi n Shi Wai were asked to put on formal wear today loh. Stupid!!! All those who turn up at the Financial Planning seminar are from NTUC Income and all for them were wearing so informal. We feel so uncomfortable loh.....
Hmmmm... then after helping out at the seminar, i went for my review session n the Valentine Day Briefing. Today's review session was not as boring as the previous one which we have. Haha.... the lecturer was telling us how our left n right brain works. Quite interesting la. When i heard abt the products which we will be selling for the Valentine Day, i nearly fainted loh. Oh God!!! We are going to sell flowers, balloons n Famous A'mos cookies loh. Aiyo.... how to sell??? Who to sell to???
I feel so bad today. There is a reason for it one, but i don't think i wanna share it here. Maybe it will be better for mi to put it in my heart. Haizzz....... :( Nvm la...... i will be fine very soon.
During lunch break, i went to Mac to look at the Valentine Day prdt n i bought one heart shaped balloon for miran. haha... need to buy for her la, if not later she will nag n nag at mi. "Miran, touch or not???"
Life at FSRC is the same loh. Today my super didn't give us any work again. He said tat he want us to present our "project" today but hor i don't think we will have the time loh. He need to go n teach the NTUC pple n we need to attend 2 briefings. I think the presentation day will be postpone again. He asked mi to select the top 3 winners for the investment game so i juz sent him the excel spreadsheet for the 3 teams n let him verify loh.
Now is only 3pm still got 3 more hrs to go. So sian coz got nutting to do....
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 3:00 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005
In sch now.... too bored le so come n update my blog. hmmm.... let's start frm wat happended in the morg. As usual, i woke up at 6am and left my hse at 7.30am. When i reached the bus stop, i then realised tat i didn't bring ur ez-link card loh. So forgetful rite?? Then no choice loh, quickly went back home to get it. I thought i would have miss the bus but luckily i didn't. haha!!!
I was suppose to meet Vig on the bus one but today he was too late to catch the bus.... He old le la, cannot walk fast haha..... When i reached sch, i waited so long for the admin room to open loh... Tat teacher-in-charge so slow one... Another old man!!!
Sad loh.... My cute little "shoe" is spolit again. This time round worst coz i don't know where i drop the top part of the "shoe" so i can't fix it back le. Sobx.... Went to Friendz to purchase some other thing to replace tat "shoe" loh. hmmm.... but i still like tat "shoe" very much leh :(
At around 3.30pm, went to shopping arcade again coz i wanna get sweets. Bought marshmallow, mentos and Kit-Kat frm fusion. Aiya tat miranda loh kept saying some pple never let her eat the chocolate juz now. So to stop her frm nagging, i bought tat kit-kat for her loh.
After coming up from the shopping arcade, the roadshow pple came up n pass us the Open hse goodies bag. Pls loh 12 people helped out n they only gave us 6 bags. Don't know how they count one. So we decided to share the items loh. hmmm..... i got the NYP starfish!!! So happly loh coz this is the cutest item in the goodie bag.
I really got nutting to do today so i kept walking in n out of the FSRC room. I was caught by Vig a few times then he kept saying tat i'm a slacker loh. Don't know who is the slacker loh. He also walked in n out of his room loh...
Tml morg i will be fully occupy coz need to help out in a seminar. After tat we will be having review session n the Valentine Day Personal Selliung briefing. Maybe in the noon, we will be having our presentation on the baring bank. Hope tat thur will come asap.... haha.... Think better stop typing le coz it seems very long....
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 4:21 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Went to town wif miran and after tat her mummy and auntie came n join us . I bought 2 pairs of earrings ($10), 1 pair of shoes($44) n a small leather sling bag($26). hmmm.... i think i spent quite a lot today. Now feeling so tired le.... haha... I think we spent ard 3 hrs in Takashimaya.
I wanted to buy a bday present for my little princess but hor.... haizz.... can't find anything nice for her leh. Don't know how now... coz next few weeks got no time to go n shop for the gift le. Sobx!!
Actually we planned to go out wif Vig n Alvin today but was later called off coz Vig need to celebrate his mummy's bday. Good son hor.. I wondered if he got get any gift for his mummy or not.... I think the nxt time we can go out will be after CNY le coz everyone should be busy preparing for CNY these few weeks loh.
So happy loh..... coz i'm having my half day this coming thur... haha... can go home early le....
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 9:00 PM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.I
wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 8:08 PM
Sianz loh....... Today i was in sch for the whole afternoon frm 1 to 5.30. All because of the stupid open hse..... Haha... Mervyn Chew came into the room for quite a while. He was teaching the 6 of us how to use the Bloomberg thingy to check on the prospect of stocks, the info of those people working in the financial sector. He was so funny loh.... He went to search for David Beckman and the Bloomberg really found some info on Beckham loh.
He also told us to go n take the CFP & CPA exam after we have completed our degree He went through wif us some of the topics which will be covered in the 2 exams. Crazy loh!!! The topics covered are really really alot... How to pass?? Some more he told us tat the CFP is very diffcult one loh... haizzz..... then hor... need to complete don't know how many levels then can get the cert loh.. Die le la!!!
But i think i still have a long way to go loh.... Need to complete my degree 1st then can take all those exams. And by then maybe i might not want to go into the financial sector rite??? Haha.... i also don't know la. Too early to say anything now.........
Mi n Shiwai too sianz le so we did our ppt for the baring bank and when we are abt to finish, the stupid computer suddenly hang loh. Then we have to redo the whole ppt again. Oh god!!! Waste my time.... We spent another 20 mins to get our ppt done. After tat we went down to fusion to buy chips and offer to the event/roadshow pple. haha..... i think we are going to grow fat soon coz we have been eating quite alot these few days.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 6:58 PM
Friday, January 21, 2005
Woke up quite early in the morg today. Maybe i'm too used to getting up early le. Hmmm.... the 1st thing i do was to on my hp loh wat else??? I received a msg frm a unknown number so i reply to find out who is tat and later found out tat the person is Alvin. He only reply mi after ard 3 hours loh.... But nvm la i not so petty one. We sms each other till 1plus then stop coz my hp low bat le.
I went to Ronn's place to give him tuiiton and came back after tat. At first i wanted to go out wif my cousins one but they wanna go Chinatown leh. Tat place is so pack and the weather is so hot so i didn't go loh. And also i can't stay at pack places for too long if not i will feel giddy n wanna faint.
After bathing i come online to chat wif Vig, Jee Keng & Alvin. Aiya tat Vig n Jee keng promise to wite mi a testi but until now still haven't write loh. Empty promises again!!! Today's conversation wif JK was quite a serious one. He seems so troubled by those problems he is facing now. Really pity him but there is really nutting i can help leh. Hope tat everything will be fine for him asap coz i'm really not use to talking to such a serious JK leh. haha... miss his lameness le.
Through the conversations wif thses 3 guys, i can concluded tat they have very very low confidence level. They seems to have many problems in their relationship. Hiazzz, i also don't know how to help them. But i think they really have to improve on their confidence level la. Guys, you can make it one. Don't give up! I will support u!!!
Sian loh... the thought of reporting to sch tml noon make mi feel sick. Stupid Open Hosue!!! But luckily we will get back our half day the following week if not it will be so unfair loh. Tml i will become fish again......
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 5:02 PM
Thursday, January 20, 2005
So tired today maybe i slept quite late these few days. Almost fall asleep on my way home. Today is the 2nd day of my sch Open House, seems like there are more visitors today. The school is so pack. Went to look at the puzzle again but didn't find the one which i want so decided not to buy le. Haha... then this morg i ask ShiWai to fix a puzzle for my bday. I think i bully her again... so bad rite???
Today the both of us also found out a small secret loh.... But i don't think i can share wif u guys coz hwee sian will kill mi.
These few days i kept seeing him in the campus loh. Don't know why i felt so worry whenever i see him. Haizzz, i think God is really trick on mi loh. Why i kept seeing him when i already don't have the feelings?? The excitement of seeing him is now gone. When the excitement was still ard, i don't have so many chances of meeting him ard the campus. Now i really don't understand why i feel so scared... hmmm... i really don't know. But wat i can be sure of is tat i really don't have feelings for him anymore. I think my heart has gone to somewhere else now......
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 7:52 PM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Today is the 1st day of NYP Open House. The events n roadshow pple were all so busy, luckily i'm not in any of the stopovers. Haiz but hor i really think tat today all those who are in the same stopover as me have become fish. We seems to become those fish which are keep in the underwater world loh..... So many visitors were walking pass our room and they were looking into our room.... Making us feel so werid and can't concentrate on our work loh.... Most of the visitors were frm secondary schools. They were so playful, kept making funny faces and knocking onto the transparent screen. So childish!!! Sianz loh, still need to bear wif this for 2 more days.
During the lunch break, mi n shiwai went to the event's stalls to shop ard. We bought a pair of earrings each. It only cost us $3.50 for 1 pair, so cheap loh.... I also saw a puzzle at one of the stalls, actually i wanted to buy but have to buy 2 boxes leh, 2 boxes for $10. Much more cheaper than those sold at puzzle world. The one which i eye on is a picture of pooh bear n piglet, so cute loh. But when i went back down again at ard 4 plus, it had been sold away le. So sad!!! Aiya, nvm la, maybe its fated. If i'm able to see it again tml, i think i will buy and ask miran to buy another box too.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 9:55 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
My 2nd day st FSRC..... hmmm... today didn't really do much the whole day coz mr chew didn't come until 5 plus. So all of us were left in the room doing nutting. Starting from 9am, i started to check the emails for the investment game n looking at the sgx webby to compare the prices. Sian loh... did this till 5pm, and will continue to do this for tml. Then i also came out wif the attendance sheet for this saturday and also the contact list.
We were told tat we have to go back to sch on saturday. Wat is this??? Somemore mine is frm 1pm to 5pm but luckily i haven't make any plans for tat day yet. The worst thng is tat i have to wear tat over-sized NYP t-shirt on tat day. Stupid loh!!! So big how to wear????
Aiya the worst thing is tat for the next personal selling, we will be selling Valentine's Day products. Oh god!!! Who can i sell it to??? Haizzz.... i don't think i'm going to sell anything loh.....
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 10:00 PM
Sunday, January 16, 2005
If I kiZZ u,
I love u,
if I hUG u,
I miss u,
if I smiLE at u,
I like u,
if I staRE at you,
I'm thinking,
if I waLK away,
I'm gone forever....
If true love lasts forever..
And fairy tales come true..
Why am I here..
Just me..no you..
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 3:54 PM
Yesterday went to Orchard to buy my CNY clothings. I bought 2 skirts n 1 blouse. Shop till ard 3 pluz then come back home le coz mummy not feeling well. She didn't cook dinner so i went out to buy packed food for the both of us.
I was so bored at home last nite. There was nutting nice on the tv n i have got no books to read loh. I was smsing vig for quite a while. He was so funny loh, said i was his lucky star. HAHAHA!!! Coz there was once he msg mi during his pool mtach n he won, and for last nite he was playing manjong with his frenz n he won too. He promised to get mi a new hp if he won the pool match. U better don't break ya promise, k??? So i think i shall pray for him to win the match. God Bless him.
Going to my auntie's place in the noon coz got to collect some pineapple tarts frm her n let my frenz try on monday. I'm so lazy to go out leh but i promise to bring the tarts to sch on monday. But the thought of being able to see the 2 cuties, make mi feel so happy!!! I think i will be going to the library coz really too sian le need to go borrow some books to read.
Tml will be my 1st day at FSRC. Hope tat everything will be fine there. Hoping for the best.....
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 11:07 AM
Friday, January 14, 2005
Finally!!! Today is my last day at BD. I will not be seeing tat supervisor anymore and i'm so happy about it loh. Although it was the last day at this stop, he still don't wanna let us rest. He wanted us to submit the AAR Report and a individual report. So i was stilling typing that individual report before updating my blog coz he wants it by tml 12pm. The whole BD team had a gathering at the umbrellas area during the late afternoon and it was a budgeted one coz he only willingly to pay $2.50 per person. So stingy rite?? Other stops have got pizzas loh....
So angry wif tat stupid guy ...... he took my hp and view my things without my permission loh... Doesn't he has any basic courtesy??? How could he look at the things in my phone???? Really can't stand him!!!!! Luckily today is my last day seeing him man, if not i will scold him liao.
I went to Toa Payoh for a haircut after school today. hmmm.... i think the style not bad la but still not very comfortable wif it yet. Maybe need to wait for ard 2 to 3 days then i will get use to it. Feel like highlighting my hair again but not too sure if i should. Coz it will damage my hair leh... Any comments???
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 10:43 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
So tired now coz today my sch was having the Tsunami fund raising thingy and I was helping out at the staff's stall, frying prata for 3 whole hours(12 -3). I didn't manage to take my lunch coz there were too many orders le. When Ronald Susilo arrived for the event, i was too busy to go n take a look loh.... Sad!!!!
After the whole event, i saw Bryan's shirt. Guess wat i saw??? OMG!!! Ronald signed on his shirt. So envy loh..... I also want!!!! haizzz, sad loh coz i'm waiting to see him but in the end i couldn't. Oh god!!!
I think today was not a gd one for mi. Got into some trouble at the beginning of the event. My lecturer was so unreasonable. She was angry wif my whole team coz we didn't help her set up the stall. It is not tat we are unwilling to help but we were really busy and were unable to help her loh. Can't she get pple from other stopovers??? Don't know why my stop always do all these "jobs" loh. Luckily tml will be my last day in this stop. Happy!!!!
Stupid loh, tml got to wear formal again!!! Hope tat i don't need to put on formal for my next stop.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 8:37 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
For these few days i find tat some pple are juz having some stupid attitude problem loh. I can't stand it anymore but wat can i do?? Confront them?? I don't dare loh....
haizzz!!! Maybe i'm too soft-hearted and these pple juz took mi for granted. They always get angry on some small little things and want mi to give in. They are juz too petty loh... Maybe i must be harsh sometime but i don't think i can bring myself to do tat.
I'm not angry wif anyone but juz felt very upset. How could they treat mi this way??? Or should i think in another way..... maybe i'm in wrong and tat is why they are treating mi in this cruel way. Aiyo, i really really don't know wat is going on. It seems like all these bad things have been coming to mi for these 2 whole weeks. I wanna get rid of them, can anyone pls help mi??? Sometime i juz don't wanna tok too much to these pple coz wat ever i said is always wrong. Either they tok back to mi or they juz give mi tat "black face" look. I really really hate it loh!!!
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 10:12 PM
Friday, January 07, 2005
haha..... 1 more week to go and i will leave BD le. Happy!!!! Basically i only went to sch for 3 days only this week coz i was on mc for 2 days. For this one whole week, my team didn't really do much coz we juz took ard 1 day to finish up our report. So this week i spent my time looking at the stock.
Haizzzz..... toking abt the stock, my grp lost ard $3000++ in the investment game. Although we are a little disappointed wif the outcome, we still enjoy the game. I think luck is not on our side.... but nvm we have fun. I have my 1st quiz today. Quite happy wif my results coz i didn't really studied for it and i can still get such grades. hmmm.... i will need to thank god for looking after mi.
I'm now hoping tat my last week at BD will pass asap. From wat i see, we have got quite a no. of activities next week so i think time should be passing quite fast. We will be handling over on tue n wed. As for thur, we will be having a fund raising project for the Tidal wave victims. And as usual the sharing session will be on fri. The BD team will also be having a "farewell party" during our lunch. Wat make mi so happy is tat after next week, i will not need to see tat xxxxx in the same room as mi again le. hahahahaha................
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
I'm not too sure about my exact feeling now coz there is sumthing which i should be happy about n another thing which make mi sad. Today is the release of our 2nd stopover. I was informed that i'm attached to FSRC, which is my desired stop. I'm indeed very happy to know that but 2 of my frenz were not very happy leh.... I also don't know how to console them. Shi Wai is posted to the Events/Roadshow team while Yu' E is at the Festive team. Although i'm very happy to get into FSRC, i still can't be too happy coz my 2 other frenz are attached to the stops which they do not like at all.
Wad should i do??? Shi wai is now asking for a transfer but still not too sure if it will be successful. As for Yu' E i know tat she is very very sad, but there is nutting i can do to help her. She had been complaining to mi for the whole morg when she knew tat she is posted to the festive team. At first both of us thought there might still have some hope coz the list was only a draft. At ard 3pm, she saw the confirmed list n her hope is vanished.
haizzzz....... Can anyone tell mi wad to do??? I can't be very happy in front of them as it will only make them even more sad rite...... Having a mixed feeling now........
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 4:15 PM
Monday, January 03, 2005
Today is the 1st day of my investment game. I was looking through the stock price since 9am till 5pm. Quite tiring coz need to observe the increasing and decreasing of prices. I bought Wing Tai but the performance of it today is not too gd, so didn't mangae to sell it away. Hope tat tml will be better and earn better profit.
As my project report is almost done, my grp didn't really touch on the report today. We juz email one of our suppliers to check things out. So actually, we didn't do much. Then tat stuipd ????? came and say mi.
He said tat i was wasting my time playing this game.
This is none of his biz loh. I'm juz doing my own things. Somemore i'm not in his grp loh, must he give so many comments? I joined this game not because of the prize but for the fun n experience ma. Stupid!!!! Spolit my day!!!!! I really can't stand him le.
During the 1st project, he kept asking mi about the financial statements. I was so kind to tell him how my grp did it. But who knows.... when i told him my way of doing it, he kept doubting mi. He even ask mi for my report to check if i was telling him the truth. He think everyone is so bad like him ar? If he don't believe mi then don't ask mi!!!!
I'm not going to tolerate him anymore. If he give any more comments, i will make sure he pay for it. Stupid, no brain, zhu tou, cunning, impolite, self-centred, boot-licker. These are some of the best words to describe him. Hope tat after 9 more days, i will not meet him at any of my stopover again.
I shall pray hard..........
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 4:59 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Feeling so cold and sleepy now. It has been raining for quite a no. of days. I think today is the worst coz it has been raining non stop since the morg till now. Didn't sleep well the pass 2 nitez, turning into a panda soon. haha.....
Today is the 2nd day of 2005. Had been crazy celebarting and playing for these 2 days. During the eve, i went out wif mran, Ade, Samuel and his fren. We arranged to meet at 6pm but the 2 guys turned up only at 6:30pm. Nowadays girls have to wait for the guys instead. After dinner, we went shopping ard Suntec. We went to carrefour and took some pics wif the soft toys using ade's hp. Tat day, i bought a top frm roxy at only $20.80.
At ard 9.30pm, we went down to support Vig's and his frenz's spray cans biz. Their biz was not too bad tat nite. They managed to sold out every single can but the profit was lower than expected. But watever it is, the lesson learnt n experience gained is much more vaulable. Tat nite, i also made a few new frenz too. So i start off the year by expanding my circle of frenz.
Hope tat in this new year, all the bad things will go away. And i pray tat my family n frenz will be safe n sound. Happy 2005!!! God bless.
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