Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Yeah!!!! So happy!!! i bought the mag le!!!! haha... anyone wanna knows wat in tat mag makes my heart melt??? I f you wanna know juz down mi a msg on my taggie n i will show u... Last nite chat wif Benson on MSN... he crazy de kept asking mi to chg my MSN nick to "i'm a pig". He say if i chg to tat den he will be happy le. Siao de loh... u think i will chg to tat meh?? He wanna chat on the phone de coz he don't like to type but i don't like to chat on the phone loh. So i "force" him to type instead. haha.... den he say he cries... u think i care meh??? haha.... He so funny de la.. wanna ask mi a simple qn, took such a long time to get tat qn typed out. Aiyo, why u worried so much abt tat qn??? It will not spoil friendship de loh. haha... anyway if my answer make u disappointed, i'm so sorry abt tat, k??
Today is another boring day. Went to the library in the morg and borrow 2 books, Nicholas Sparks n Danielle Steel de. Nicholas Sparks' books are so nice loh.... can't stop reading them.... As for Danielle Steel, i have neber read b4 but Winnie said not bad so i borrowed one loh.
My block leave like not block leave de loh... my team memebers kept calling mi to ask this n tat... Pls loh.. i'm not the leader. Leader also called n ask... wat is this??? Spoil my holiday!!!!!!! Den juz now the admin team pple called mi.. aiyo... want mi to go back on Saturday. Hiazzzz!!!! i'm so unwilling to go back leh.... not sure who is going back also coz not everyone needs to go back de. 8.30 to 1 and there goes my saturday.... got to wake up early AGAIN! Luckily can claim back leave de if not i don't wanna go loh...
Tml going to watch movie wif miran. Actually wanna go kbox de but she very busy this week, can't take leave. Sobx!!!! long time neber go kbox le. Everytime i not in gd mood i'll go de. But nvm la, at least she wanna accompany me for tat movie. Thanz ger!!! Anyone wanna watch also??
Feel like going to the beach n give a loud shout!!! I also dun know wat am i thinking abt now... Hate myself for being so unsure abt everything. Haiz!!!!! Sobx!!!!
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Haha... nice pic... so cute!!!!
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
A quiet beach,
A crooked strand,
Of lonely footprints,
In the sand.
A statement made,
By host unknown,
A chapter from,
A sandy tome
Before their mark,
Is washed away,
Lend an eye,
To what they say.
Footprints tell us,
Where you're heading,
They also tell us,
Where you've been.
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Monday, March 28, 2005
You don't know me but i know you,
i secretly watch you,
everyday you get more charming,
i love the way you talk and walk,
i wish you felt the same about me as i do for you,
one day maybe you will realize that
im not that bad after all,
never judge a book by its cover....
i melt, every time you look at me
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 5:47 PM
OMG!!! today ah wai showed mi the magazine and my heart melted... now need to put it into the freezer le if not i will die. haha..... i'm going to buy tat mag and frame it up..... mad le!!! i wanna buy!!!!!
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 5:25 PM
Sunday, March 27, 2005
In my head
questions are darting
everything seems so confusing
why is this so disheartening?
Nothing but a nightmare
is that what life's about?
nothing is amusing
just my life full of doubt
I cannot see the picture
the portrait of fate
my life is reducing
my fears wont obliterate......
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 9:12 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005
I almost vomitted on the bus this afternoon. AIYO!!! The woman who sat beside mi got Yu Sing Wei loh... OMG!!! i wanted to chg seat de but there is no empty seat le. I thought she will alight soon but who knows i alight le she still haven't alight loh. I have to bear wif tat smell for 7 to 8 bus stops loh... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....................Got Yu Sing Wei still neber mind. The worst is she kept moving here n there. Pls la, u think the seat very big ar. Kept moving ard and touched mi!!!! Felt so uncomfortable sitting beside her!!!! Have been seeing quite a few weird pple these 2 days.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 7:35 PM
Friday, March 25, 2005
So tired now!!! Went for my training at Suntec den i realized tat all the staffs there are non-chinese. I'm the only chinese!!! I see le also sainz..... don't think can stay there for long la. i also dun know how to put it juz have this kind of bad feelings loh. I left some materials in the store. Shit!!! Can u see how forgetful i'm??? After training, i met up wif miran for a dinner. Long time didn't go out wif her. We tok abt lots of stuffs coz many days chat le so need to fill each other up. We also tok abt the gd old days during secondary school. I must really say tat tat was the time when we learn many many stuffs n gave us many opportunties to do sumthings. I miss those days!!! After dinner, we walked over to Singapore River and sat down to continue our chat. While we were chatting, there was this weird guy who kept walking in front of us and stared at us. There was a few times, he even came next to us. After coming to my side, he went over to miran's side. The both of us felt so uncomfortable n unsafe so we decided to leave tat place n went over to other place and chat. Dun know wat tat guy trying to do... He think we wat?? OMG!!! We tok till ard 10 den left the place. So tired now.. falling asleep soon......I'm really really blur nowadays n i feel tat i'm abit emotionally unstable. Whenever i see any funeral or anything related to death, it will somehow trigger my tears. Haiz!!! i still can't accept death. I really got no idea wat i should i do.. Can sumone pls tell mi?? I'm afraid tat i might get depression... Aiyo!!!
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 11:50 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Yeahzzz!!! Block leave le!!!!! Finally ar.... waited for this leave for very very long le. Today was a slacky day in BPOS. The whole day can't do anything coz internet connection still down. It was only able to work at ard 4 plus in the noon loh. This morg when to Mac for breakfast. haha!! no need me to spend $ coz amirul treat de. So nice of him!! Anyway, thanz for tat egg muffin. When i was at Mac there, i saw Daniel. He waved to mi and so i waved back loh. But i think one of his frenz thought i waving to him den tat guy also smile n wave to me. OMG!!! He must have find it very strange and he told his other fren. Den these 2 guys came turning to my direction n see see look look loh.. stupid la!!! Make mi feel so weird. I went to the live auction coz i wanna support hwee sian. haha!!! if not later she say i neber support her. I didn't bid for anything coz can't find anything tat interest mi leh. I think they should bring in more interesting products loh. If not it will be so boring. After the auction, mi n hwee sian went over to south canteen to meet up wif ah wai & edina for lunch. Long time neber go over there le coz lazy to walk.Today i did 2 gd deeds. haha...1. Helped Agnes to call up kinokuniya to book appt for the job interview. 2. Helped Edina ask abt the Enrolment Procedures for international students and also applying the part time work permit frm sch.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 9:50 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Today don't know why BPOS got no internet connection loh... Aiyo den can't even surf net!!! So boring so i went down to borrow MP3 frm ah wai but listen for a while den i got tired of it le. Went to look at the game which hwee sian n Vivien were playing. haha... the 2 of them so cute, sit there play for so long still not tired of tat game. Hwee Sian kept winning maybe today luck is on her side. Since there is nuttitng for us to do, we sat around the table n Amy was helping us to read our palm. She said i got a good career and i will get married wif my 2nd bf. haha!!! dun know true or not la.... juz listen loh. sian loh tml got to wear formal wear. Aiyo!! juz for the half an hour sharing session n we have to wear tat formal outfit for the whole day. Sian ar!!!These few days ah wai n i kept toking abt our holiday destination after our 3rd year. She was so excited abt it loh. Yest she even went online to check for the price le... so fast hor?? Aiyo.. relax la, ger. Still got one more year to go. She wanna go Hong Kong Disneyland... she is like a small little kid... haha... i still haven't make up my mind yet... where should i go??? headache ar!!! Must start saving up le if not where to find $ to go rite...So happy coz tml will be the last day for this week le n my break will start on fri... So i can sleep till 10 plus, no need to wake up so early le.... Fri going down to Royce' for training le. If i work there den i will be able to save up for my holiday. The pay not bad la, $6 per hr. But still haven't confirm abt the working days n time yet.. Fri den see how....
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
A girl asked a guy if she was pretty he said no. She asked if he wants herhe said no.She asked him if she left him would he cryhe said no. As she turned to leave, he grabbed her arm and said"You're not pretty, you're beautiful.I don't want you, I need you and I wouldn't cry if you left, I'd die!Tat is so touching loh..... whu will ever say tat to mi??
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 9:37 PM
Counting down now!! 2 more days to go n my block leave will come!!! Finally!!! Wait till my neck become so long le.....This morg Mr Yuen was late n the all the BPOS members were waiting for him outside the room. He came n opened the door at ard 8.45am. But also good la, at least can waste some time. I quickly told him abt the client who is interested in working wif us coz i scared dun know when he will come in again. Den we have been dragging this thing for ard 3 to 4 days le. Later the cilent got bad impression of NYP den die le. Mr Yuen wanted us get the proposal ready but mi n Winnie can't find the softcopy loh. Aiyo... in the end we have to type out everything again. OMG!! 4 page long!!! I read out the details of the proposal while Winnie typed them out. I read till my mouth so pain ar... Now still in sch.. but not doing anything.... so lazy to work loh. I'm already in holiday mood le. HAHA!!! Yest was monday blues, today is tue blues... i crazy le la.... I am currently reading " The phantom of the Opera". Borrowed this book from the sch library yest. These 2 weeks i have been reading quite alot. I really have nutting to do.....God save me frm this boredom!!!!
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 2:50 PM
Monday, March 21, 2005
She could almost hear the prison door clanging shut. Freedoom would be gone forever, control of her own destiny gone, never to return.
Wild thoughts of flight flashed trough her mind.
But she knew there was no escape.
She turned to the groom with a smile and repeated the words, "I do."
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 10:24 PM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
"Someday my prince will come.
He just took a wrong turn, got lost and is too stubborn to ask for directions."I read this frm a book ard an hour ago. Hmm... somehow i agree wif these 2 statements la. haha!! Aiyo i'm too bored le la!!! Got nutting to do at all loh. haizzz, i have read 3 books within 1 week. All of them are self-improving boooks coz i think i need to improve myself. haha.. i mad le la.. Tml got to present my MMD Project to one of the ELDC lectuerer in charges. So worried, coz i don't really know how they want us to present it loh. I think juz show them the flash n storyboard then after tat the Q & A session. Hope tat their qns will not be too diff.Happy Happy!!!!! after this week, i will be having my block leave le!! But hor i still got no plans for tat holiday week... Anyone has any recommendations??? i know ah wai very happy coz she going thailand... i also wanna go!!!! Got to enjoy this block leave as there were will no more holiday for me le. 3rd year life will start straight after TEP!!! i really miss the study life... hate TEP life coz it is too slack le & i really feel tat it is a waste of time. I rather the sch plan for a longer IPP period than having this TEP training.Pple help mi think of things for me to do during my block leave, k?? If you have any suggestions, pls tag on my taggie..... Thanz!!
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 1:30 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Hate tat person.... Love tat sumone....
*.* I may not reach e star but i can look up & see its beauty, believe in it & try to follow it *.*
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 8:36 PM
Once strong for words, now speechless
Not knowing where to go, what to do
What to say, what to feel
My mind numb, my heart throbs.
A new horizon stares at me
Its sun's bright morning rays
Shine down upon me
Showing me a place I've seen once before.
In a distance I see a beach
With its pristine blue waters
Bordered with clear white sand
Lusciously inviting me to step in…
Walking on the white sand beach
Step by single step to the shore I go
With feet touched gently by waves
A cool breeze blowing, I hesitate...
Shall I? Will I? Could I?
A girl lost in a world…
What are you trying to make me feel?
I wish I knew…
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 2:59 PM
Friday, March 18, 2005
Today is the end of week 2 le!!! My block leave is coming n i'm so happy. Coz i have been waiting for this since the very 1st day i start my TEP. During tat block leave i planning to go out wif ah wai on either monday or tue loh. We are going to town to check things out. She is going to thailand during the block leave. So envy.... i also wanna go for a holiday. I want a break too!!!For the rest of the days during tat week, i still got no plans yet la. But most likely i will be at home doing my webby n reports.Today we were toking abt where should i go for holiday after my 3rd year. Should i go Hong Kong, New Zealand or Europe??? haha... think so far rite? Aiyo i need to start planning le coz i got to save up ma. Anyone wanna join mi for this hoilday? Juz now ah wai told mi tat she saw teddy bear loh... i'm so jealous!!! haizzz.... i didn't see teddy bear for a long time le. Next time can't see le loh.... unless i'm really tat lucky...Yest when i was putting up the Humanlink Promotion Notice, i saw sumone loh.. so paiseh.... i also dun know how to describe the whole scenario la.. but really really paiseh loh. but i didn't regret going down la if not i wouldn't be able to see tat sumone le... haha!!!These few days have been thinking abt the things i want ah wai to get for mi loh. haha.. i think i gave her the longest list. So bad rite?? But i'm not asking her to get everything loh. I ask her to check the price b4 she buy (must be within my budget). I going to Chinatown during one of the weekends to chg thai baht so tat she can buy those items for mi. Thanx ah wai!!! Enjoy ya holiday in thailand!!!
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 9:15 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Star Light Star bright,
The first star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 9:32 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Destiny, hope, laughter,and joy.
Shattered and smashed,
like achild's used toy.
Gone is delight and gladness of heart.
Daydreams of happiness flewlike the past.
Entered in bitterness, like cold winters ice.
Not only once, but it came by twice.
Long are the nights, haunting shadows are cast.
Angelic wings frozen, they break while they ache.
Halo once golden, lost all it's shine,
because the angel let past memories haunt her mind.
She is a prisoner locked in by her own key.
Rest and contentment from her flee.
Self forgiveness will be her, sun rising at dawn.
Untill that moment all hope is gone.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 8:09 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
Today is my 19th birthday!!! Suddenly feel so old. Next time my age will start wif a digit 2 le... time really flies loh, i'm 19 le hmmm, i recieved gifts frm ah wai, xiu & gang and Yu'E today. Miran bought me a slice of Cheesecake n her grp of frenz gave mi a birthday card. I have yet to get my present frm miran coz she say she forget to bring... OMG!!! Wat is this?? haha... nvm la...
Many pple msg me today. But so paiseh coz recently i lost my hp ma. Den hor i lost most of the contact no. le... So pple who see the reply "May i know whu are u?" pls dun get offended, k?? But today got back quite a few contact numbers le.
To all my frenz: Thanz for all the cards, sms and gifts!!! i'm really happy!!! Hugzz!!!
Tat ah wai hor promise to blow mi a bday song wif her recorder but also never loh.. Bad ger!! U go n learn, k?? Next year must blow for me.... i will remind u de.. haha!!!
i took 4 hrs flexi leave today coz i dun wanna spent the whole day at BPOS. I hate this place la. Aiyo... block leave pls come asap... i spent the rest of the day at Thomson Plaza starbucks, coz i suddenly feel like drinking coffee. Sat there for ard 2 hrs to read my book: The 7 keys of charisma. hmmm, quite an enriching book indeed. Learnt many new things..... I'm going to read more of these types of books le. Coz can help to widen my knowlegde and improve myself.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 10:32 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Went to cut my fringe le!!! Can't stand it anymore coz it kept poking into my eyes. Haha... at first don't wanna cut de but miran say hor i keep long fringe not nice. I highlighted my hair too. hmmm.. spent 50 bucks on my hair today... i think the price quite ok la.. cheaper than last time loh....
Tml is my 19th bday le!!! hmmm, i have already received my 1st present on fri. So i shall see whu is the 2nd person.. Taking 4 hrs flexi leave tml coz i don't wanna spend my bday in sch for one whole day loh.
i think i better stop typing now coz too busy le... update again tml...
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 4:33 PM
Friday, March 11, 2005

The Birthday cake!!!

The 3 bdaY GeRs...

3 of us again...

Our grp photo...
Mi feeding ah wai.....
Ah wai feeding mi back.. haha....
Went out wif my grp of frenz to celebrate bday. 3 of our bady falls on the same month and the days are also quite near. hmmm.... we went to Kenny Roger for dinner. After the dinner we walk ard at esplanade area and Raffles City.
At Singapore River there we happened to see a guy palying sexaphone. So i approached his working partners n requested him to play a birthday song for ah wai. So ah wai... u touched ma??? The whole crowd sang bday for u loh...
We joked ard abt lots of stuffs during tonite's outing. hmmm... walk ard till 9 plus den go home. When i reached home, it was already 10.10pm le. Feeling so tired now....
To my grp of gers: Thanz for the cake n gifts!!! I love them... Frenz 4EVER!!!
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 11:40 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Happy!!! coz i finished my MMD project le!!!! HAHA.... L have spent such a long time working on it loh. Coz need to use flash n photoshop to do tat project tat is why i spent so much time. Took quite sumtime to learn the basic stuff but ok la quite interesting loh. Bought my thumb drive le if not i really don't know how to save all those files loh. Got to ask ah wai to help mi burn the files into a CD le. Must help mi, k?? I spent my whole day sending out emails to companies loh. Hmm.... this morg ah kiang brought curry puff for us. Thanx ah kiang!!! So nice of u.... the curry puff taste so nice!!Tml got sharing session... it has been a longer longer time ever since my last sharing session loh... During my 1st stop i'll have sharing almost every week de then when i went to FSRC we didn't have any ma... so i haven't go for sharing for so long le.... haha!!! 1 thing i don't like abt it is tat i have to put on formal wear. hmmm.... but i don't think i'm wearing till tat formal tml even though i'm presenting coz my grp going out for dinner tml ma... den i don't wanna wear till too formal loh. We are going out for a dinner at Suntec's Kenny Roger. My grp of frenz are helping mi, ah wai n Yu' E to celebrate our birthdays. Thanx gers!!! Among the 3 of us i'm the youngest loh... Ah wai's bday is today... Yu' E bday on sunday n mine on next monday... To Ah Wai: Happy 19th Birthday!!! I know tat u must have received lotsa presents today rite... haha... see u so happy today. Since i'm writing a msg for u now, i wanna say a big big thank you to u coz u are always there to help & advice mi whenever i'm feeling down especially recently... i think now u know many of my secrets le.. haha... cannot let other pple know, k???
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 10:50 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Aiyo so many thins need to be completed at this last round.... so stress now!!! Got to do MMD project and come out wif the personal and personal selling webby... OMG!!! There are so may things to do for tat MMD project... flash, photoshop n storyboard but luckily i'm almost done wif it le. Now left a small part only... After the MMD project i got to rush for the webby le loh... Since my 1st stop, none of my supers ask mi to do loh den now in this 3rd stop everyone starts to tok abt it. Sianz loh... I think i do a simple one can le. Coz it is only 3 marks loh... Waste time de.... But i have yet to decide whether to use html coding or use frontpage loh... but most likely i will use html coding coz i can't really remember how to use frontpage le... sianzz!!Getting my thumb drive tml coz my MMD file is too big le. i think maybe i have got too many pics le loh. Sianz loh, this sat still need to go back sch for 3 hrs. Coz SBM having meet the parents sesssion den the sch wanna show them some TEP stops loh den i need to go back and act act... but at least the 3 hrs still can claim back so i can go home early on one of the weekdays, if can't claim back de den i don't wanna go back le. My whole gro only 4 persons going back loh.. wat is this?? haizz.. nvm, now complain also no use le la...Okie, need to carry on wif my work le.....
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 11:25 PM
Monday, March 07, 2005
Reported at BPOS this morg... when i reached there the door not open yet so need to wait outside... hmmm, during the morg mr yuan tok to my group abt our roles n tasks lohh... he want us to give him a presentation on how much we understand abt our job scope... so ma fan rite?? So after tat mini meeting, my group starts to work on tat presentation slides le loh... After we came back frm lunch, we start to brainstorm for compaines which we can contact n "sell" our humanlink service to... We came out wif one whole big list but haven't call yet. This will be wat my grp is going to do for our 6 weeks in BPOS.... i applied for 4 hrs flexi leave on next monday but not too sure if my super will approve ma... i dun wanna spend my birthday in sch for the whole day!!!!After sch mi, winnie & vivien went to Orchard... Actually we got a mission de but we didn't accomplish loh... we ended by going to Cold storage n bought things loh... Mi n VV bought a packet of instant noodles each n tat will be my dinner for today.. coz i ask my mummy not to cook my share ma so no dinner for mi... After buying all the stuffs we wanted, we decided to leave takashimya... On our way out there is this salesperson who wanted to intro his product to us but we can't really hear wat he say la... So winnie act out for us to see n this is wad she say "Hello, da da da da da.... " She so funny loh.... Aiyo... Took a train back from Orchard coz lazy to walk all the way out to take bus ma... Alighted at J8 den walked ard loh... Bought shiwai's bday present le.. haha... Actually i didn't intend to get it today coz i too broke le la... but hor i lazy to n get it on wed leh... so these few days can't spend too much on my lunch le...........
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 8:50 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Somehow i have already found out the truth...... Although it was all those unspoken words, i can sense tat i have discovered it. It was reveal to mi in a silent way... I believe in my own thoughts n feelings, i will never question myself abt it anymore. Coz i truly believe in myself...... As expected, the truth turns out to be the one which i was not hoping for. Things are all going against mi recently but i do believe tat i will learn frm every problem i faced now. All these things have make mi become more mature n i know wat i really want now. Sumtimes things need not be say out and yet it will still be able to deliver the msg across. It was through all those unspoken words and actions tat channels the msg to mi.i know tat it is really time for mi to get over all these things n i'm now trying my best to let go all those stupid & childish thinkings of mine. It may take some time but i really do hope tat all these will leave mi forever n ever......Juz wanna have a long long break now........
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 2:35 PM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
I begin to fear the time is quite near,
To let go of many of my ideals.
Coming slowly like a forgotten tear,
Time changes all, but not how I still feel.
There are moments when I think of the past,
And wonder if it was just make-believe.
All things good will not stay the same or last,
But the present remains, still here to weave.
I long to right all the wrongs in my life,
And start anew by forgiving myself.
To be rid of sorrow and all my strife,
Is what I desire above all else.
I must accept what is and what will be.
This is the one way I'll ever be free.
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 11:05 AM
Yest was our last day in FSRC le... so we took some photos loh......

6 of us standing in front of the Bloomberg....

All the FC students who are posted to FSRC....

mI n aH wAi... she is trying to act cute... haha....

Is she trying to piggy back mi???
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 10:30 AM
Friday, March 04, 2005
For all these while I have tried
To put the pieces of my life back together
Though one important piece
Is lost to me forever.
It was such a tiny piece,
And here so short a spell.
Seemingly insignificant,
Yet to the end result so crucial.
There is a picture in there somewhere,
If I could only retrieve the missing piece.
The search is futile -- it's gone --
There will never be relief.
But the picture must be completed
Because the rest of my life depends on it.
So I go on searching, searching, then --
Over there -- memories -- yes, a perfect fit!
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 8:32 PM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
My class had a small gathering during our lunch break today coz our new PEM wanna meeet up wif us. It was very nice of her to treat us lunch. She ordered nuggets, fries n pizza i think she spent quite alot loh. This new PEM is called Ms Lewis. She is quite a nice lady, pretty and soft-spoken. She is only 24 this year... so young rite?? She gave mi a task to do.... and tat is to compile the birthday of all my classmates into a list n email to her. haha.. easy job la!! She is very caring also coz she kept asking me whether i'm fine after i have applied for the compassionate leave. hmmm... she should be quite a gd PEM la....Haizzz.... tml will be my last day at FSRC le. So sad!!! But nvm la coz it will also means tat TEP is ending soon le...Can't wait for it to end!!! My next stop is at BPOS. Heard frm the previous batch my group needs to do weekly n monthly reports de. Not only tat we still have got to write mintues whenever there is any meeting wif the super or clients. Aiyo, so ma fan de!!! Hope tat my stay at BPOS will be a pleasant n nice one.... Plssssssssssssss................................These 2 days sumthing came bothering mi. haizzz, i'm going to brust soon. I really can't figure out which is the truth now. No one can give mi an answer too... Sumtime i tell myself tat things might not be as bad as wat i have thought but sumtimes i really think tat the problem is so bad loh... i dun know wat i wanna do also. I can only pray n hope tat the truth will be reveal to mi soon coz i dun wanna be stress up by this le.....Hoping for a better tml....
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 10:25 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Today i went ard the sch to check out on the thumb drive loh... Went to the Roadshow n saw one and i ask Yangfei to help mi keep it 1st. But then later i found a cheaper one at Fusion so i decided to buy tha one frm the outlet. Coz can earn personal selling also ma. Aiyo.. Yangfei is going to kill mi le coz i always break my promise.... haha.... Tml must confirm wif Wendy abt the thumb drive again coz i need it asap ma, if the stock can't be in by fri then i have to go to Burlington Square to get it le.. so sainzzzz.... juz because of that flash i need to get a thumb drive.Juz now my cousin asked mi abt eye lasering... so i need to go n do some research for her coz she wants to find out more abt tat. She said maybe she is going for the lasering, tat rich tai tai... so anyone who happens to read this, if u have any info abt eye lasering pls contact mi, k?? Thanks!!! This morg there is a visitor again... this time round is a french guy.. old man loh... we were told to prepare ourselves as he will be visiting us at ard 10am but we waited n waited loh... waited so long....... then he come in... aiyo, they never stick to the plan de loh.... Miss Ng wanted mi to give a intro on FSRC de but in the end she did the whole thing herself. Coz she happened to be in the room ma... so lucky loh...Tml got to eat lunch wif my new PEM loh... Don't know wat she going to say... hope tat she is juz as nice as Mervyn Chew........
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 10:15 PM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Today is the 1st day of the month!!! hmm... didn't do much things today la. I'm currently working on my multi-media project... sianzz... coz need to use photoshop and Flash. Not only we need to create a flash loh, we still need to do a storyboard also. So ma fan de!!! Then all these need to be handed in during my bday week loh...... This is my last week in FSRC le... i will misss this place man coz the supervisors here quite nice except for ....... better don't tok abt them here... haizz... my next stop is at BPOS, Humanlink(BD). Today went for the handing over le but hor still abit blur la, need more time to absorb everything in. hmmm... this 3rd stop will end very fast coz its only 5 weeks. haha... so happy!!! i really miss my lectures n tutorials so much... hmmm... but quite fast hor... i will be in the 3rd yr in ard 2 mths time. Time really flies!!!Today i claimed back my 2 hrs leave le but b4 i left sch tat miss koh came in to the room loh. She asked mi why i have 2 hrs leave to claim... Stupid qn!! Yest worst loh, coz i didn't go sch for many days le then she finally saw mi yest. Ask mi stupid qn... she ask mi whether i enjoyed my holiday break ma... Pls loh, who on earth tells u tat i'm on holiday break. I'm on compassionate leave loh... Crazy de!!! Still ask mi i enjoy my break ma. So angry wif her coz mi already so sad le n she still ask mi this kind of qn.After Mr Chew left, she kept coming into the room n nag at us. So fan ren!!! She still kept giving us topics to research on when we have already told her tat we have reports n projects to do also and we really got no time to do the research le... but she still insist loh... Aiyo, can't stand her le la. I still prefer mr chew n miss ng.... God Bless the next batch of FSRC members. Since this is the 1st day of the month n it is also my bday month, i really hope tat all the bad things will go away frm mi n gd things should start coming le.... haha, i'm abit crazy now. Tml i having a half day.....
+ [ Nite Rainbows ] After every heavy rainstorm, there is a rainbow + 10:12 PM