Saturday, April 30, 2005
oh it's such a tiring day for mi!!! I was suppose to work during this long weekend de but i was too lazy le n summore i got no mood leh so i rejected the offer. Woke up at 7am this morg coz i teaching Ronn at 9am so got to get prepared den today mummy need us to chg our bedsheets so got to wake up even earlier loh. Went to my auntie's place after teaching. She was having house warming today ma so went down to help out. She still stay in Toa Payoh but move to a new estate. It is a 4 room flat but i find it quite small. Nowadays the flat so small de n i don't like the shape of the rooms. But nvm la, i'm not staying there. HAHA!!! Now too tired le.. Dun know wat to type.... Zzzzzzzz..........
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Friday, April 29, 2005
haha... this whole week so lazy to update my blog... Yest the whole grp of my poly pals went to Suntec to help Vivien celebrate bday. We went to starbucks and had a small celebration. This time round we ordered a secret recipe cake coz ah wai said she got a discount voucher. The cake was so big & heavy loh. i think ard 2.2kg if i'm not wrong. Starbucks n Secret Recipe is located so far away frm each other loh. OMG!!! Walked frm one tower to another wif tat big heavy cake. Really tiring man.. haha.... but nvm la it is vv's bday ma. The cake was so big and we got to share it among the 8 of us. Crazy rite?? We gave one piece to the guy who help us take photos n the other one to the starbucks staffs. If i have not remembered wrongly, only mi & Yu'e finished our share coz the others were complaining tat it was either too big or too sweet. After yest incident, i think ah wai is afraid of cakes le.. haha..... coz the gers left a big big piece for her but she can't finish it. And she came giving us the expression as if she is going to give birth soon. So funny loh!!!After tat small celebration, we went to shop ard coz Winnie wanted to get a jacket frm Adidas but can't find any which she likes. Den Agnes was looking for a dairy book. We went across a very special gift shop but i can't remember the name of the shop le. The things sold there are very unique, nice & sweet. Next time can go there get gifts le. We went to puzzle world also coz i wanted to look at the pooh bear puzzle den i saw one wif the rainbow de and i took a pic of tat... haha... when io have the time den go buy n fix it. Ah wai actually wanted to get a hello kitty one for chiew hui but can't find any which she likes .Today only in sch for ard 3 hrs coz no GI lect so can be back at home early... haha.. happy!!! happy!!!!
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Monday, April 25, 2005
Hot & humid day.... Already not in good mood le den the whether still so........ haizzz don't know how to put it in words. Today during our long break time, winnie, agnes and i were toking abt dreams. I told them tat i dream every single night. Den Winnie told mi sumthing. There is a saying which says tat when u dream n if ya soul is unable to come back to the real world in time, u will die in ya sleep. So scary hor?? Hmm, last time got 1 monk told mi something abt dreams before. He advised mi not to dream so much when i sleep coz this is not gd as i will know abt many future happenings. How to stop myself frm dreaming too much?? Cannot control leh... Aiyo... but die in ya sleep not bad also. At least no need to suffer any pain or illness rite??
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
Something to share wif the guys:
Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.
Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.
Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treassure her. She could
have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her guys, not play with her.Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her.
Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.
Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.
Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while. Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.
Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the
same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.
Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.
It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always
get the job done.
Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.
Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if each day is the last.
Sweet talking only applies for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
It isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY
Promise her & make sure you never break the promise. Swear to her & make sure you live up to
your word. Pledge your love to her & her alone.
Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Same goes for her, giving u her heart means allowing u to break it and trusting u not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. Should'nt you do the same thing as well? That's love.
Give her your heart, your life, your everything. Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.
Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die.
Its her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?
Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.
She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart back & love her all over again.......
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angry ANgry ANGRY!!!!! Yest went down to Mustafa(a place which i have neber been to), hoping to get my FC 100. I walked all the way frm Tekka Mall to tat mustafa buliding loh. Such a loNg route and the weAther is so hOt!!! I was sweating & sweating but tat ah wai like not hot de leh. Didn't see any sweat on her de. We walked n walked den she become abit unsure le so we asked one of the passerbys. It is so kind of her to show us the route loh. But i think she thought tat we are tourists coz tat area very few chinese de leh. I only saw 1 or 2 loh and the rest are all indians & tourists. The 2 of us were not used to that kind of surroundings and environment at all. We felt like a complete stranger. I was kinda scared off la coz of the cultural differences.When we reached Mustafa i was so happy coz finally got aircon le. Den we went to the calculator department to get the FC 100. But who knows.... tat salesperson took out FC 1OOV instead loh. I was so angry!!! coz i called them the previous day n they told mi they have the FC 100, tat's why i went down ma. SHIT them la!!!! Make mi walked for so long and sweat so much but in the end can't give mi the model which i want. Hot plus angry!!! I will never go to tat place again!!!Since we have a long time before we need to be back in sch, ah wai n i went to bugis to shop ard. But yest didn't buy anything la coz we are very poor le. Actually i was attracted by one very cute handphone accessories but it was too x le, $13 plus loh.. OMG!!! When i got $ den buy.. coz too cute. I must buy!!! While shopping in Seiyu, i saw a very nice tube. I wanna buy de but hor can't match my new skirt leh. haiz.. so i didn't get it loh... hmmm, but now i'm still thinking of it.After so much walking, mi n ah wai were so tired and we were almost half dead le. Reached sch ard 5.40pm coz we having a lect at 6.10pm. Quite a boring lect cox tat module is General Insurance and the lecturer kept toking abt death de loh.. Aiyo, all the example are on tat and nutting else. Tat ah wai very bad de, she kept laughing at the lecturer. HAHA!!! But after we told her tat the colour of her outfit is the same as the lecturer, she don't dare to laugh so much le. Both of them also have short hair so i teased her tat in another 20 yrs time, she will be like tat too... In the end the boring lecture turns out to be a funny one...
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
haha... so happy coz today sch ends early.... actually should end at 6pm de but the 2 hrs tutorial for GI is cancelled for this week.... So my lesson ends at ard 12pm. After tat mi n ah wai went to town again. But this time round we got few missions to complete. We walked here & there juz to get the tasks done. For one of the tasks, we walked frm Wisma to Taka, den Heeren and after tat went to Pacific Plaza... Walked for so many hrs den we got one of the tasks done.... Now soooooo tired le... After getting the stuffs we wanted, we went to popular bookstore to get some coloured papers and my notebook. I'm now cracking my head to think of some designs to put onto those papers. Hiazzz, 1st time doing DIY stuff. i feel so lousy.. HAHA.....Sat got to go Sim Lim Square coz i need to get the Financial Calculator loh. Getting 4 of tat becoz i helping Agnes, VV & ah wai to buy also.. hope to find cheap ones... i getting 4 loh.. must ask for discount le.... dun know the pple will give ma, later they slap mi ar... haha... think too much. Anyone wanna go wif mi on sat???Ah wai said she wanna organize a BBQ during our term break. she so funny de everytime crave for bbq...she loves this kind of things loh.. asked mi to invite my frenz, dun know they wanna go ma... haha!!! we shall see. Maybe miran la, the rest i not too sure. I ask them 1st den confirm wif u, k?? Dun get too excited over this la. Now she is already checking for the food n all tat le.. so fast!!! She siao liao le.... haha!!!
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Monday, April 18, 2005
1st day for my 3rd year life! 1st lesson of the day is Investment lab lesson. Tat tutor speak so chim loh... he asked so many qns which no one can answer. Stupid guy!!! After his lesson, there is a 3hrs break. So long loh... den went here n there in the campus to let time pass. At 3pm went for QM Lecture and tat lecturer tok so slowly, make mi feel like falling asleep... Den at 4 went to another tutorial & this module will be taught by Ms Chee. Hiazzz, she say need to get tat FC-100 calculator loh.. Aiyo, got to spend another $50 bucks le la. Today already spent $12.90 on some notes and there will be more to come. Broke le la... Den still got textbook haven't buy... OMG!!! I'm so afraid of any new sem coz always have to spend lots of $ on the study materials... Today den i find out tat fri i got to go sch for a 1 hr lecture at 9am till 10am and after tat a long long break till 6pm den i will have an0ther lecture. Godness me!!! Wake up early in the morg juz for an hr lesson and after tat another one at 6pm... I can go home and sleep le la... So sianz de loh!!! Don't feel like going to sch le la... Wat a stupid timing loh!!!! Argh!!!!!My mood level for today is still so low... haizz den my gd fren also same as mi... 2 sad persons become super sad... coz can't really comfort each other ma. I have a feeling tat she will be fine soon coz she already knows wat she wants le. I will support u de, so don't worry k?? Don't worry abt mi la, i can manage it myself. Juz give mi abit more time. I'm starting to hate myself.......
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Yest went out wif miran... we went down to town again, she wanted to buy new clothes de but in the end also never get anything loh.. We shopped frm Orchard to PS den went down to Clarke Quay. I think we walked more than 3km for the whole day. She was very tired coz she wore a high heel shoes. haha... she got to train herself to wear tat kind of shoes more often. Den when we were at PS i saw Benson. But didn't walked up to him coz can't confirm whether is him ma. But now can confirm is him le.
We reached her place at 11pm. Den we went online to chat till 2 plus den slp. haha.. she was so crazy last nite. When she chat wif jee keng, she kept saying those military command, called herself a Mdm & some shit stuffs. haha.. maybe she is trying to relieve some of her stress. But i'm very used to her madness le, so its ok...
We had a long long chat yest. And now i think i really need to reconsider abt some stuffs. haizz... but i also dun know wat to do. hmmmm..... coz i don't know whether have i made a rite choice at the very 1st place. Should i be given another chance will i still do the same thing? I dun know!!! I'm confuse. Stuck at the middle of the road, there is no turning back now. I can only either choose to carry on to walk on the same path or step onto another path. This is really not an easy decision.
Bie ren zen me shuo wo bu li
Zhi yao ni ye yi yang de ken ding
Wo yuan yi tian ya hai jiu dou sui ni qu
Wo zhi dao yi qie bu rong yi
Wo de xin yi zhi wen xi shuo fu zi ji
Zui pa ni hu ran shuo yao fang qi
Ai zhen de xu yao yong qi
Lai mian dui liu yan fei yu
Zhi yao ni yi ge yan shen ken ding
Wo de ai jiu you yi yi
Wo men dou xu yao yong qi
Qu xiang xin hui zai yi qi
Ren chao yong ji wo neng gan jue ni
Fang zai wo shou xin li
Ni de zhen xin
Ru guo wo de jian qiang ren xing
Hui bu xiao xin shang hai le ni
Ni neng bu neng wen rou ti xing
Wo sui ran xin tai ji
Geng hai pa cuo guo ni
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
Too tired and sick to update my blog yest. So now i should recall back.....It was the last day for my TEP and the day pass super fast coz we were busy wif many stuffs. In the morg, we attended the Jetstar Asia Cabin Crew interview. It is really an eye opener for mi coz never really seen such a wonderful interview process before. The 4 interviwers came down to interview 15 candidates n 5 were selected for the final round. Really proud of our NYP students. The interviews were so happy wif their performance. One of the interviewer named Eugene, was so funny. haha.... after he had interviewed all the candidates arranged for him, he ask mi, amy & winnie whether we wanna try out the interview. haha... but we said no la coz we were not prepared. His english is so good when he opened his mouth and tok i'm so shocked coz never thought tat he can speak so so great. After lunch, we had the physcial hand over session. And this lasted for ard an hour and den we went for our last sharing session. The sharing session end quite early as there were only 2 grps presenting for this week. We den had our farewell party outside LTD 6. In my own grp of frenz, we had a photo taking seesion. Mi, amy & winnie also took a pic wif Mr Karman Yuen(supervisor). We also went down to the 1st floor and took some pics wif ah wai & Yu'e. haha...must thanks Chew Lian coz she help us take 2 pics. Thank You ger!!!After sch, i found out tat my fren(u know whu u are) is still very sad. Haiz!!! Ger nvm la, don't think too much le. I can understand how u feels now but juz try to let go la. hmm... there is no point dwelling on it anymore. I'm sure there is sumone out there who is more suitable for u de, k??? CHEER UP!!!Went to Ronn's place after sch and i meet this strange guy on the lift... he crazy de loh. He kept looking at mi. He started looking at mi when i was waiting for the lift till he leave the lift. I felt so uncomfotable loh. But i didn't look back at him la coz scared later he stare at mi even more. Crazy guy!!!
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
Juz got inform tat we will not be going to the beach on sat le. Haizzz!!! Nvm mi n miran meeting to go town. She say she wanna get new clothes, rich ger la.... happy happy!!! tml will be the last day at BPOS le. Can't wait for it to end loh. Coz i hate my grp to the core. Especially that leader of mine!!! He is a free rider loh. Everytime only know how to say n order us to do work, den he himself sit there like big boss. Stupid loh!!! Make use of us!!! Like tat still nvm. The worst is tat he ask us do work and he gets all the credits!!! This is so unfair!!! Hate him to the core!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
hmmmm... today is a sad sad day for my fren (u know who u are rite???) shhhhh.. secret.... haha... aiyo, nvm la dun be sad..... Still got Peijun ma!!! I will accompany u de... I promised!!! U will find sumone whom u like & like u de... So don't be sad & disappointed le. I help u find, k??? HAHA!!! Anyone wanna know my fren??? U can tag at my tag n i intro her to u!!! Siao le, as if this is a matchmaking site... Fren!!! Anyway we can be sad together la. We are sharing the same fate. But nvm, we shall chg the fate together.. haha... crazy le....Saw my timetable this morg... Wed is my off day but mon & tue study till 6pm, thur till 5pm and fri is the worst.. u guess wad time? 7 pm loh!!! wat a stupid timing??? SIAN AR.. Why always give my class stupid timing de??? Dun know which pig plan one.... Sick man... no holiday still give this kind of timetable to us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!This fri will be my last day at TEP... YEAH!!!! haha... got to enjoy my weekend coz monday start new sem le. Fri will be a very very busy day coz we have got so many tasks lined up for us. Haiz, last day still dun wanna let us rest. So cruel!!!
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Monday, April 11, 2005
I got A for my 2nd stop!!! So happy!!! Now i really really hope tat i can also get A for this current stop. Coz i wanna get the TEP Award. Hmm... but i think chances not very high... Nvm la, i already put in my best le.Today my cousin ask mi go Bangkok(4 days 3 nitez) wif her during Vesak Day holiday. But hor the price so x, how to go??? The whole trip including all expenses need ard $650. OMG!!! No money le la... if i go wif her den i don't think i can go after my 3rd yr le. Another problem is tat i'm afarid that i might be busy wif my school work during then. Haizz!!! but i really really feel like going leh.... How??? So confuse now?? Should i or shouldn't i??? Fan ar!!!
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
Feeling so sick and weak these few days... i'm not too sure wat had happened. My legs are so weak like numb loh, den i'm so sleepy and giddy, maybe blood circulation not gd... This coming saturday actually meeting miran they all to the beach de, but i got sumthing on. haizzz, so i can only meet them after tat. I think by the time i reached there, it will be juz nice for dinner le. But so sianz loh, i have to travel alone all the way there to meet them... Abit siao rite??? Den i'm planning to go miran's place to stay overnite on tat day coz we long time neber have a long long chat le. I think when 3rd year start it will be worst coz got so many projects & tests. Our K Box trip kept postponing loh.. dun know when can we go de... i reallly really craving to sing loh... hahaha.... but no money le. I wanna buy a new soft toy also. I got so many things that i wanna buy loh.... Must control myself if not i will be very very broke. Last week went to look for the TEP manager n she promised to ask our FSRC supervisors to release our results by this week. Dun know she remembers de ma... Hope they give us back our results asap. All other stops already know le loh, only left us... wat is this??? Wish tat i can get gd grades for the 2nd & last stop... God Bless!!!
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
This whole week i only went to sch for 2 days .... monday & fri half day leave, tue & wed MC, thur went to sch whole day... This week quite busy coz rushing out my summary & personal seliiing report. And this time round we still need to do a personal webby.... sian loh... i juz do a simple one coz i heard no marks given. Aiyo, no grading de still want mi to do. Waste my time!!!! Wat kind of logic is this rite???Next week will be the last week of tep... actually i'm very happy coz can go back to classic timetable le. But hor yest i received a news saying tat one guy is transferring to my class loh... Pls la, tat guy thought everyone in the class welcome him meh. OMG!!! If he really likes FS0303 that much den we let u have it and the whole class will also transfer to another class, FS0306. jUZ becoz he wanna be always together wif a person and he ask for a transfer... Wat de!!! Praying hard tat i'll not be doing any projects wif him for this last yr. Stupid irritating guy!!!!! Next sem i'll be in 3rd year le!!! So fast hor... I will be having 6 modules only but i heard tat there is lots of ICAs n porjects. haizzz!!! but nvm la, one more yr to go and it will come to an end. Hoping that the sandra teo will not be teaching me coz i really really hate her. She neber think b4 she says de loh. Always trying to act smart only.... Start to miss Mervyn Chew's lesson le. haizzz, why he left the sch b4 us loh... should have wait till we graduate ma.. aiyo!!! mei liang xin de... haha....
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
Sweet Memories wif my best pal......




Lovely sweeties.....




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Friday, April 01, 2005
Happy April Fool!!! Sent out a no. of April Fool sms today and u know wad??? HAHA!!! 2 persons were tricked by mi.... OMG!!! Vig and JK are the same kind de loh... No wonder they are best pals man. Neber read finish the msg den they start to reply mi le... hahahahahaha.......... My cousin given birth to a baby boy today!!! So happy!!! And now she has got 4 sons le.... Show u the msg i got frm James kor.... "Praise god, our sis Joycelyn's newborn boy has arrived @12.30pm. Both mother n son are safe n sound. Thanz 4 ya prayers. God Bless." Yeah!!! i got another nephew le...Yest went out wif Miran, JK n Vig for dinner.... After dinner the 2 guys went to join their frenz while mi n miran actually planned to watch movie de. But in the end, we didn't watch loh coz wanna save $$. But u know wad?? Aiyo.. i spent $9 on those Neoprint machines loh... Omg!!! Overspent!!!! But nvm la, i seldom take this de loh so its ok. Now i'm still waiting for miran to send mi the pics we took. I will upload the pics when i received them frm her, k?? We took 2 sets of pics 1 is wif Vig n JK de & the other one is only mi n miran. Hmmmm, but the one i took wif miran is not so nice coz the colour turns out to be so ugly de. Haizz waste my $$...

All these i got frm jk de.... Miran.... when can u send mi ar???
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This novel is really really very touching. This is my favourite part ... ...
There's much i wish for these days, but most of all, i wish you were here. It's starange, but before i met you, i couldn't remember the last time that i cried. Now, it seems that tears come easily to me . . . but you have a way of making my sorrows seem worthwhile, of explaining things in a way that lessens my ache. You are a treasure, a gift, and when we're together again, i intend to hold you until my arms are weak and i can do it no longer. My thoughts of you are sometimes the only things that keep me going.
Adopted from: Nights in Rodanthe (Nicholas Sparks)
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