WELCOME TO MY LIFE :D
Every part of us tells a story,
of how we got through life.
We are an open book busting at the seams,
about every love, friendship, battle and strife.
Every face shows our laughter and frowns,
or wrinkles as they are named.
Each line a path of engraved emotion,
for every smile, hurt and shame.
Every scar is embroidered on our skin,
showing the different knocks we took.
Every wound that has healed and stitched,
are all placed within our book.
So as each and every day passes,
and our book takes shape and extends.
We build up the chapters and the story,
until the last page,
The End.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
My cousin called mi n we talked abt many issues. Most of them are sad sad things. So poor thing rite?? She is so sad and told mi that she wanna cry out loud. When i heard that my heart was aching. Haizzz..... she is so stressed up by her son's studies. Tat day she saw the form teacher and was told tat her son's studies is not too good. Den she is so sad:( She told her mother(my auntie) tat she wanna let her son have tuition. But my auntie disagree wif her and said tat she can teach by herself why waste the $$$. If i'm not wrong i think the both of them quarrelled again. I told my mummy wat happened n she agrees wif my cousin's decision. Coz my mother was once in tat position before tat's why she supported her idea. I feel tat my cousin n my mummy quite similar in some ways. The way they think n tok is almost the same. Haha... if they don't tell anyone abt their relationship, i think others might misunderstand tat the 2 of them are mother & daughter.She got trouble she will always tell mi de. I also dun know why... Like this time round she ask mi whether if i can give her any ideas on how to teach her son. Den i came out wif a few but not sure if those will work on her son ma. Anyway, i have agreed to help her teach her son le. So i think she is much relieve now.I feel tat i can be easily affected by other pple feelings too. Maybe i'm too sensitive le. I also dun know leh. Now i dun wanna think abt anything le. Juz concentrate on my studies n good well for this last year. I believed tat sumthings can be forgotten as the time goes by so why stress and upset myself abt it. Things which will never be forgotten sure remains as a learning lesson. I shall grow wif every lessons learnt and will never repeat them again. What the past did to me,
was beyond what I deserved,
When I look back, I regret what life had served,
I blame my foolishness for this situation I entered,
but I thank it for helping me walk out with a lesson learned
I lost many,
but gained more within my soul,
I know all happen for a reason,
after I realized what this bad did good,
Tears were lost,
but it's alright now,
I know my limits,
I've gained my strength
I thank all for what I've gone through,
and myself for coping with what I've got,
Those days were painful,
so if I look for happiness,
I know never to look back,
but to look towards the present and future.
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